Fan Fiction by Nicollette Marquis McFadgen

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Guess Who Just got Mean- missing scene from the "Pack" (NC-17)

Mr. Trick Meets Spike's Dick- (Nominated for a UCSL Blue Ralph Award) PWP, Trick's first encounter with the infamous Spike. Trick POV (NC-17)

Frozen- Bittersweet encounter between the librarian and his favorite red headed hacker. (PG)

I've Been a Bad, Bad Girl- (Nominated for a UCSL Blue Ralph Award) Cordelia's been bad. She gets punished. Written in the Dom/sub syntax.(NC-17)

Until She Likes Me Again- Spike goes to Brazil to win back his lady love. (NC-17)

What Happens Next- (Nominated for FIVE UCSL Blue Ralph Awards) Willow, Xander, and Oz deal with the aftermath of rape. Sequel to Sali's Don't Fuck With a Drunken Werewolf. You don't need to read that one to read this one, but it's still a good idea, so go here: Unconventional 'Shipper's List Home Page(NC-17 in some places)

It's Been Forever- (Nominated for a UCSL Blue Ralph Award) Spike and Dru get some quality time after "What's My Line"(NC-17)

Waking Up- Spike wakes Angelus up in a very fun way.(NC-17)

How Vampires Say They're Sorry- Angelus is annoyed. Spike is annoyed at Angelus. Smuttiness ensues.(NC-17)

Clarity- Post Becoming Spike and Drusilla. Dru has a moment of clarity and Spike tries to make up to his Princess.(NC-17)

Mourning- Sweet W/X piece. Xander finally deals with the grief of Jesse dying.(G)

Sid and Buffy- Spike/Buffy. A response to a challenge set on UCSL to use a dialogue quote in a fic, and build a story around it. So here it is. (PG)

"I'm a Silly Monkey", "Are You an *Evil* Silly Monkey?"- Silly response to a silly challenge to use certain "interesting" phrases and dialogue all with in a story. A result of too much Monkey Crack.(NC-17)

Cramping- Larry/Xander. Response to a Dialogue challenge.(PG)

ReLaXation- Larry/Xander. Short LaX fic.(PG)

Gone and Surviving- Willow/Angel. A sequel to Anya's Gone, which can be found here: The Slayer's Fanfic Archive.(R)

Even Immortals Have to Bathe- Spike/Drusilla. An exploration of their relationship. My first Buffy fanficion.(PG) <

I Like the Quiet- Xander. A raw reaction to "The Zeppo". Like usual, sad and angsty. (R)

Expectations- This is just a short dialogue fic. It was written in ten minutes and has not been beta read. I'm tired of Xander having to deal with all the consequences of the fluke and having Willow's life go back to hearts and flowers while Xander suffers and no one notices. So this is a bit of a reaction to that, set after "Consequences". (PG)

Devon's Distraction- Devon/Oz. This is a non good fic. I wrote it in five minutes just because I wanted to write Devonfic. It's not really good and has not been beta read. (NC-17)

Had To Do- I was in a bad mood and depressed, this was what happened. Surprisingly, I don't feel better. *sigh* (R)

Peep- Giles/Xander. This a short silly response to a fic challenge on WatchersPet. It is my very first G/X, so be proud of me people! (PG)

Admitting the Truth- Oz/Xander. A response to a challenege posted on the OzSlash list. Mildly angsty, but certainly not too bad. After writing it and reading it again, it kinda just left me with a good/happy feeling. (PG)

Working It Out- Oz/Xander. A sequel to Admitting the Truth. A little more talking and angst for the boys. (R)

Coming to Terms- Oz/Xander. The third in the trilogy (comes after "Working It Out"). More of the same with happiness. (R)

Eternal Friend- Um, Buffy the Vampire Slayer/That 70s Show Crossover. Must I say more? Just read, it's the product of Monkey Crack. (NC-17)

More Like Your Brother- Buffy and Willow talk about Xander. It's angsty, I like it. Mainly meant as a dialogue fic. (PG)

The One He Loved- Willow/Xander. I'm not a 'shipper, but someone asked for it, so here it is. (NC-17)

Shudder- Buffy/Xander. I'm not a 'shipper, but Xander and Buffy like to wake me up sometimes telling me that they're really meant for each other. So to appease the two, I wrote this. I'm actually quite happy with it. (NC-17)

Oz Has Wood- Oz. He's a dendrophiliac. Someone wanted this, so I wrote it. I am sick, this I know. (NC-17)

Electra- Buffy/Giles. Someone wanted this, so I wrote it. I'm sick, this I know. (NC-17)

Crack Happy- *Sigh* This is a product of all sorts of Monkey Crack usage. There are so many 'ships in here, it's just best to read it. Awwwww....Freak Out![Niccy starts disco dancing] I'm insane. It's a whole big thing. (PG)

In Search of a Worthy Woman- Spike. Intentional badfic about Spike and the quest he's on. (PG)

Maybe- Devon. Our favorite lead singer muses about his life and hooks up with an unexpected person. (R)

Goodbye- Buffy/Angel. Yes, that's right. I wrote B/A. No, aliens did not take over my body and mind. Angsty fic. (PG)

Stop Thinking and Feel- Wesley/Cordelia. Set after the episode "Choices". Wesley and Cordelia talk and make some decision. (NC-17)

18 - Giles/Xander. Poor Xander. Everyone ignores him and forgets him. But not his schmoopy to be. (G)

I Want To Dance With You- Sad piece. I've gotten many people giving me "I cried actual tears" feedback. I hope you like. It s omething that I just got inspired to write. (PG)

Barfy Feelings- Anya/Xander. Pure PWP that takes place during or right after "The Graduation Part One".(NC-17)

Mistaken Again- Giles/Xander. Takes place during/after The Becoming Part Two. Xander takes Giles to the hospital then reflects on their relationship. (PG)

Love's Philosophy- Devon/Xander. Sequel to Maybe and a take off of Velvet Goldmine. Very sweet and romantic and a hell of a lot of fun to write. (R)

Conflicting- WARNING! SPOILERS FOR GRADUATION PART TWO! A reflective piece. Any other summery will give things away. Don't read if you live spoiler-free! (PG)

This Moment- Cordelia/Welsey. This is a interlude to Melissa's fic "Never, Ever and Always," which can be found here: Bucky's Fondue Hut. (NC-17)

Admission- Warning! Spoilers for Grad 2! A reflective piece. Don't read unless you wish to be spoiled. (PG)

Power Centers- Xander/Anya. Anya comes back to help fight the Mayor. This does not contain spoilers for Grad 2. I made up all the stuff in this one. (PG)

And I'm Him- Xander. Takes place during Bad Eggs. That punch always bugged me, so here's my way of dealing with it. Xander's POV, quite angsty, I jest not. (PG)

Substitutes Suck- Devon/Oz. This takes place in Queena's Universe "Ego Strawberries" and for that you have to go to onelist and subscribe to Devonluv and look through the archives. If you haven't read her series, you can read this one, but her series is GOOD, so read it! (NC-17)

It Didn't Happen- Xander/Faith...NOT a romance. This is what would have happened if Angel hadn't came in when he did in the episode "Consequences." Angsty. Although it deals with an NC-17 matter, it is not graphic. (R)

This Time It's Personal- Oz. Sequel to "Oz Has Wood." Wrote it on a dare. (NC-17)

Like Lightening- Sad little angst piece. Can't summarize; that'll give it away. (PG)

Written but Not Seen- This is a collection of emails from one character to another (most of the characters are represented. Written by Kate B, Cowshark, Katie and me. (PG)

In Her Arms- Xander is journaling and these are this thoughts. This is an AU fic. It doesn't coincide with Joss' universe. (R)

To Love Me- Sequel to In Her Arms. More of Xander's journaling and search for peace with himself. (R)

Sadness Fades- Sequel to To Love Me. (R)

When We Find Each Other- Sequel to Sadness Fades. (R)

The Ones He Remembers- Xander's nearing the end of his life and two people spend time with him, as is his wish. This is slashy, but only a G on the rating's scale. Angst, from me...were you expecting something else? (PG)

The Girl I Once Knew- Much much I can offer without giving it away. Just read, please? (R)

Borderline- Faith, making a point, talking from the heart. (R)

Sixty-Nine Times- Devon/Xander. The series continues as Devon reflects on his relationship with his lover. (PG)

Forgetting Daddy- Perry fic. Fits in right after Oblivion in a Sigh. (PG)

All the Good Stuff- Devon/Xander. It's Devon's birthday in my unnamed series. (PG)

Silent Communication- Devon/Xander/Oz. PWP, I just love the three of them. They woke up up and forced me to write it. (NC-17)

Lay With Me- Devon/Xander. This is the very last fic in the untitled series. That doesn't mean that I won't write more in the series, this is just how it ends. (PG)

Almost Lost- Ox/Xander. This was supposed to be just a short PWP for a friend but turned into more. Angst. It involves SI, so those who need to be aware, take note. (NC-17)

Morning Conversation- Devon/Xander/Oz. PWP. A sequel to Silent Communication. They woke me up again. (NC-17)

Late Night Thoughts- Short Oz/Xander piece. (G)

Down by the Creek- Written for Chelle's birthday. It didn't turn out like I had hoped. Xander goes to Capeside (yes, I'm a goober, I watch Dawson's Creek), and meets Pacey. (G)

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